Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Fidelity

These are the full song lyrics to Fidelity by Regina 'Oh-So-In-My-Head' Spektor. I wouldn't say that she describes my thoughts exactly, but she is close enough...



Fidelity
(shake it up)
I never loved nobody fully
Always one foot on the ground
And by protecting my heart truly
I got lost in the sounds
.
I hear in my mind
All these voices
I hear in my mind all these words
I hear in my mind all this music
And it breaks my heart
And it breaks my heart
And it breaks my heart
It breaks my heart
.
And suppose I never met you
Suppose we never fell in love
Suppose I never ever let you kiss me so sweet and so soft
Suppose I never ever saw you
Suppose we never ever called
Suppose I kept on singing love songs just to break my own fall
Just to break my fall
Just to break my fall
Break my fall
Break my fall
.
All my friends say that of course its gonna get better
Gonna get better
Better better better better
Better better better
.
I never love nobody fully
Always one foot on the ground
And by protecting by heart truly
I got lost In the sounds
.
I hear in my mind
All these voices
I hear in my mind all these words
I hear in my mind
All this music
And it breaks my heart
It breaks my heart
Breaks my heart
Breaks my heart
.
[ Fidelity Lyrics on http://www.lyricsmania.com/ ]

5 comments:

Katy said...

Your Aunt Gerrie told me once many moons ago that we can find any suffering we are going through somewhere in Jesus' suffering.

I have always found that to be true.

When I was reading the lyrics of the song, I was reminded of the 3rd, 6th and 9th Station: Jesus falls a first, second, third time.

He knows your pain. Find Him there.

katy said...

Why are all my comments put on twice?

Uptown Girl said...

thanks Katy
I don't know why your comments get doubled- maybe bc you are so special that your comments multiply!

i can at least go behind and delete the extras ;)

rita said...

I hope you're not hurting.....

Uptown Girl said...

Rita- I will be A-ok, not a major catastrophe or anything...
When I'm having a pity party I always like to remind myself "there are worse things in life". Also, ice cream heals all!